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Monday, 5 October 2015

My Monday

بِسْمِ اللّهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيْمِ

Alhamdulillah ala kulli hal.

It was a chaotic monday morning, but i was still able to keep myself calm.

I woke up macam biasa, but not as early as during the duty days. Santai saja.

I put my telekung into the washing machine, masukkan water and detergent and let that electronic able helper do her work. Hehehe.

I got myself ready. While i was brushing my teeth, all of sudden, sunyi. Even the washing machine stop spinning.. eh hairan. Mungkin stop pasal rehat kali. I was curious, buka pintu bilik mandi and check. Eh? Pajah karan? Allahuakbar.

Panic not really, cuma sudden flash tebayang.. ya Allah baju tudong balum betarikah. Hopefully karan on inda lagi batah.

It was still early jua pulang around 6.50 am maybe. No rush. Kan beurusan jua later so i think can wait for the electricity to resume.

When a friend reminded me about my bengkel around 7-ish, i jumped off my chair masa duduk duduk di kitchen with ummi hahaha kebeliangan. Baru tah ingat. Astaghfirullah.. istighfar banyak-banyak. Sampai ummi pun ikut tekajut and said "kenapa ih?"

Panick did not attack but i remember rushing saja. Think! Think! Think!

Quickly panyap all baju, tudung, pins and all yang kan di iron. I made a phone call to my cousin (hehehe sorry amoi kaka bangunkan awal pagi). I changed to a proper baju and slip on hajra. I grabbed everything and paused sekajap. Mana tau ada yang tinggal.

Dalam masa yang sama, i tried to call our office and find cellphone numbers, but no luck.

Story short, salam-kissed ummi (abati awal sudah jalan) then i rushed tarus turun bawah and ke kerita kan jalan.

(If i remember about bengkel tu awal, i would've drive dari awal sudah to my cousin's crib hehehe. It just slipped my mind. Allah.. Allah..)

Anyway, baruuuuu jua kan pigang pintu kerita when i heard ummi panggil dari atas.

"Mimie!~ ada sudah karan"

Hahaha i smiled and repeatedly said to myself "ya robbi lakal hamdu kamaa yambaghi lijalali wajhika wadzimi sultonik". syukurku milikMU.

Belusir and tarus iron baju tudong and alhamdulillah thumma alhamdulillah. Allah has made it easy for me.

I did not panicked.
I did not complaint.

I was able to handle the situation with the help of Allah.

Instead the situation has made me to rethink. Muhasabah diri.

Allah uji sehingga saat kita hampir-hampir putus asa tapi Allah permudahkan jika kita redha dan sabar. Allahuakbar.

Allah uji sebab Allah ingin 'ingat' kan semula kelalaian diri.

Why i comform to that? Sebab ummi cakap "eh nda terikah tudung baju?. Biasa nya ready jua selalu beterikah awal"

I normally iron ALL my baju in advance, every sunday (or friday). Sebab my baju cukup untuk pakai sebulan inda payah menerikah balik balik hahaha. But since my cloth rod atu runtuh yatah macam malas plus ada other committment menyebabkan bertangguh untuk iron baju awal.

There you go. Allah sebenarnya sayang kan kitane. Thats why, ujian jangan anggap untuk susahkan its actually a little reminder atas kelalaian diri.

Another thing, i said to myself, Allah uji sebab sejauh mana kitane buleh besabar saat di tekan dengan situasi yang kurang menyenangkan, dengan elemen yang menyuntik kemarahan dan sebagainya.

I would take that as 'latihan diri' dalam mengawal sifat marah untuk menghasilkan sifat kesabaran yang masih mampu tersenyum =) *alhamdulillah.. i think i have passed my own battle. Well at least i knew my parameter"

No no, i'm not saying i'm good tapi we must jua force ourselves untuk berjuang dengan sifat yang inda baik kepada lebih baik. Perubahan memakan masa di samping usaha jangan jua ala kadar =) biiznillah. Perbetulkan nawaitu.

Alhamdulillah atas ujian. Alhamdulillah ala kulli hal. I do not dare to ask Allah ringankan ujian yang mendatang, but i hope Allah kuatkan diri untuk tahan, tabah untuk ujian. In the end, there are rewards behind ujian =) yang penting redha, ikhlas and sabar. yay! Thank you Allah!

P/s : hijrah diri, hijrah hati, hiasi peribadi dan nawaitu diperbaiki. Biiznillah. Allah bantu =)

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